You slowly take away my bitterness and fill it up with sweetness. Though I am risking my heart again.. Is it my loneliness that made my heart stray around? I don't want another guy on my heartbreaking list. I don't want to miss anyone, I don't want to wait for message. The worst is I don't want to feel sad and disappointed again and again...

回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了

越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割

):

dance my night away~

dududududdiiiddaaadadada

Set my mind, this is it.

Today sang kbox. Realise i haven even forget you. lol. typical teens uh? your impact is too great on me. Ha. I have been vulgar.. Need to playyyyy! holiday ending ):

Moved on

Dying rose can't be revived, i should just move on.

Dying Rose

If time can reverse.. I will not let you go, so what now? it's over.

29 feb 的快乐! (USS)

29 feb 2011. Spent about 100 bucks at universal studio. It was fun!!

I went there with..

Them!
LC, Bertrand, Yung, Huiyi, Foo, Becca, Keby, Vin, Eugene!
Had lots and lots of fun. Had lots and lots of roller coaster rides. I am proud to say, I am not afraid of galactica anymore (after 5 times).

Everything is fun so yeah shall elaborate. It's worth when your friends is there to have fun!!!!! :D
Eugene and Bertrand came late so while waiting, we took lots of pictures.
First stop:

OMG. look at this! scary
My hand turn cold while waiting for the ride the very first time, it's super fast!
Second stop:

Return of the mummy
This is the best! we spam the ride at the end of the day :D They make the ride seems like a reoccurring night mare. It's an indoor roller coaster :D
third stop:

Jurassic park, lost world. We ride the water ride and some lame kiddo ride, hahaha.
fourth stop:

far far away, this whole place look like a dream place to me, hehe. The ride is so gentle..
that keby can even take pics during a mini roller coaster ride!
We went to watch shrek 4d too.. it was awesome :D
next stop

water world. I hate this alot cause the gun sound is blaring!
and finally:

Madagascar! no rides here but we took loads of picture :D
finally this and that.

We are all tired and we went home happily ever after with popcorns ^^

New stuff

I just got my enrollment package for my poly course! heheh. However, I'm not looking forward to poly life. I shouldn't be so negative but I just don't feel excited.. I even intend to skip the orientation if it's too boring. Yeah everyone is looking forward to poly life, I am still stuck there.
The day before (monday 21), Hester and I went for a movie at cineleisure. We watched just go with it. This movie is very typical but it lightens my mood. It's really fun going out with Hester even though we went out lots of time. Hope to catch up with Yung soon.

I wish I could get drunk

Today, I just can't hold back my tears, I felt like as if I am alone in a war with no weapon. Everything is so overwhelming. I kept thinking and thinking non-stop. I hate myself for not going into JC wasting my mums money. I hate to share my problems to people. I hate to bring worries to people. I hate people who bullies me. I hate this hash and cruel world honestly. Why am I going through all this while people of my age is worrying about which model of laptop are they getting. How parties that they organize turns out? I told my mum, she thought i wants more money.. It really hurts me alot. It feels like a really big axe going to cut you and you can't even scream because you are a mute.

Alright, I stop here I get sadder when I wrote everything down.
and... stop screaming at me as if I will never ever return your SMALL amount of money, you are embarrassing both of us in the public. -.-

i think my previous blog post picture look like "ah lian". okay i just leave it, its up to you guys to judge. anyway i had a wonderful week. Many things happen in my life. Because it is a new year so.... $.$! come on, who hates money?!?! hehe. I collected lots of ang bao and won some money. Moreover, i collected my pay and the boss gave me ang bao! shiokkkkkkkk~

I think i owe God lots of money, he bless me so much, i haven't give him back, soon ya.

But i need to calculate the amount that i need to spend/ give (:

1. money for church
   
2. clothes for poly
3. universal studio
4. dad's birthday
5. friend's birthday