Evangeline

2011-03-19T09:31:00.001-07:00

You slowly take away my bitterness and fill it up with sweetness. Though I am risking my heart again.. Is it my loneliness that made my heart stray around? I don't want another guy on my heartbreaking list. I don't want to miss anyone, I don't want to wait for message. The worst is I don't want to feel sad and disappointed again and again...

2011-03-18T12:46:00.000-07:00

回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

):

dance my night away~

dududududdiiiddaaadadada

2011-03-12T10:40:00.000-08:00

Set my mind, this is it.

2011-03-11T12:30:00.000-08:00

Today sang kbox. Realise i haven even forget you. lol. typical teens uh? your impact is too great on me. Ha. I have been vulgar.. Need to playyyyy! holiday ending ):

Moved on

2011-03-05T10:57:00.000-08:00

Dying rose can't be revived, i should just move on.

Dying Rose

2011-03-01T23:38:00.000-08:00

If time can reverse.. I will not let you go, so what now? it's over.

29 feb 的快乐! (USS)

2011-03-01T10:00:00.000-08:00

29 feb 2011. Spent about 100 bucks at universal studio. It was fun!!

I went there with..

Them!
LC, Bertrand, Yung, Huiyi, Foo, Becca, Keby, Vin, Eugene!
Had lots and lots of fun. Had lots and lots of roller coaster rides. I am proud to say, I am not afraid of galactica anymore (after 5 times).

Everything is fun so yeah shall elaborate. It's worth when your friends is there to have fun!!!!! :D
Eugene and Bertrand came late so while waiting, we took lots of pictures.
First stop:

OMG. look at this! scary
My hand turn cold while waiting for the ride the very first time, it's super fast!
Second stop:

Return of the mummy
This is the best! we spam the ride at the end of the day :D They make the ride seems like a reoccurring night mare. It's an indoor roller coaster :D
third stop:

Jurassic park, lost world. We ride the water ride and some lame kiddo ride, hahaha.
fourth stop:

far far away, this whole place look like a dream place to me, hehe. The ride is so gentle..
that keby can even take pics during a mini roller coaster ride!
We went to watch shrek 4d too.. it was awesome :D
next stop

water world. I hate this alot cause the gun sound is blaring!
and finally:

Madagascar! no rides here but we took loads of picture :D
finally this and that.

We are all tired and we went home happily ever after with popcorns ^^

New stuff

2011-02-22T09:42:00.000-08:00

I just got my enrollment package for my poly course! heheh. However, I'm not looking forward to poly life. I shouldn't be so negative but I just don't feel excited.. I even intend to skip the orientation if it's too boring. Yeah everyone is looking forward to poly life, I am still stuck there.
The day before (monday 21), Hester and I went for a movie at cineleisure. We watched just go with it. This movie is very typical but it lightens my mood. It's really fun going out with Hester even though we went out lots of time. Hope to catch up with Yung soon.

I wish I could get drunk

2011-02-19T08:35:00.000-08:00

Today, I just can't hold back my tears, I felt like as if I am alone in a war with no weapon. Everything is so overwhelming. I kept thinking and thinking non-stop. I hate myself for not going into JC wasting my mums money. I hate to share my problems to people. I hate to bring worries to people. I hate people who bullies me. I hate this hash and cruel world honestly. Why am I going through all this while people of my age is worrying about which model of laptop are they getting. How parties that they organize turns out? I told my mum, she thought i wants more money.. It really hurts me alot. It feels like a really big axe going to cut you and you can't even scream because you are a mute.

Alright, I stop here I get sadder when I wrote everything down.
and... stop screaming at me as if I will never ever return your SMALL amount of money, you are embarrassing both of us in the public. -.-

2011-02-09T08:50:00.000-08:00

i think my previous blog post picture look like "ah lian". okay i just leave it, its up to you guys to judge. anyway i had a wonderful week. Many things happen in my life. Because it is a new year so.... $.$! come on, who hates money?!?! hehe. I collected lots of ang bao and won some money. Moreover, i collected my pay and the boss gave me ang bao! shiokkkkkkkk~

I think i owe God lots of money, he bless me so much, i haven't give him back, soon ya.

But i need to calculate the amount that i need to spend/ give (:

money for church
clothes for poly
universal studio
dad's birthday
friend's birthday

2011-01-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

New year is round the corner! I am excited about it, hehehehe these few days i felt that i have been closer to my family. I really really love them! though nowadays everyone is busy and thus most of us is not at home. I wondered if i was married, how my mum gonna live without me. okay that's too far.. hehehe, today I went out with my family to buy some new year goods and can you believe that i haven bought my clothes?! nvm! i shall go shop alone, hehehe. Tmr morning need to be awake to see my hester! Sadly yung didn't come ): it seems like it has been a decade since i see her already. Thank God we worked under the same company

2011-01-28T06:35:00.001-08:00

Today: had a awesome outing with family :D went sushi tei instead of sakae. Filled our tummy to the fullest. Next sun shopping with them. hahaha anyway i have finally got another job. I have an idea of getting 2 job, in need of $$. This monday i shall go on an interview thanks to LC!

2011-01-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

Last night, i felt that all the bad things have come to an end. Everything is resolved, my apology is returned and today my results are out. Thank God that i got the same course as my brother (; I can't wait to go school now! XD

Kbox and dad's arrival

2011-01-18T08:19:00.000-08:00

Tues:

went kbox with Hester, Yung, Huiyi, Keby, Lian Cheng, Gavin, Sai Kitt

watch movie " The ghost must be crazy "

travel to town to wait for our beloved Huiyi

Ate xin wang while waiting

Today:
my dad finally arrived!

job interview

2011-01-17T08:56:00.000-08:00

Hello,firstly i want to thank God that i have found a job so quickly!

Today i went for job interview at big O, Keby brought me there, the place look quite slack as compared to my previous job. After that, slacked with Hester huiyi and keby and went home.

I have to agree with " an idle mind is a playground for satan " While traveling back i think a lot. Really a lot! I was thinking.. did God forsake me? I did not procrastinate, I studied like a mad person everyday literally! woke up every morning to do amath and i failed. Chemistry tys, teacher consultation, affirmation and all. Sometime even skipped my recess to study. I really do not know how to study smartly, i am not a smart person either,sometimes i really feel like crying, why i don't feel that He is there?

But nevertheless, even if the ground is shaking, I have to stay strong. This year is a year where my relationship with Him increase!

p/s. i would like to thank these awesome people who are there/encourage me when i am down! Mindy,XX, Luwei, Esther, Joanna, Joshua, zixin, natasha, jiemin.
I love you guysss alot thanks for being there even before my olvl and getting result <3

2011-01-16T08:52:00.001-08:00

I am really glad that my school clique are meeting up again, we are going kbox tomorrow! I am very worried about my friends recently after i am back to normal. I realise a lot of things happened. I don't have the gift of how to comfort people, actually i suck at it. I will tend to run away.

anyway, i really appreciate my close friends, yung, hester, natasha hui yi.. in fact i miss them a lot, i mean it.

I don't know why

2011-01-13T06:47:00.000-08:00

Firstly, thank God for the results he given me, though it was not my expectation.
Two days ago, i got back my results.. it was not any other ordinary exam but it was my olvl result.. i saw the points that i got, my whole body went numb... literally! i saw my result, i wasn't very sad. i quickly call my mum and went home.
Otw home, i was utterly disappointed, my mum aren't? I was completely frozen and tears broke out. (haha i wish i could write this experience in olvl english.) i was veryveryvery sad, smses came, i was too sad to reply. i have no mood to answer call either. (very sorry).
I have never been so sad. I don't know why even up till now, nothing is bordering me, it seems that my heart is heavy. I prayed everyday, so that God set me free. Thank God for my mum who accompanied me these few days

BANG -.-

2011-01-06T08:53:00.000-08:00

I realise it has been a long time since i blog/tweet. but i do fb alot, hahaha i post very less stuff as compared to others, i realise i am a freaking stalker who stalk only girls, lol. omgssssssssss i am not any gay okay.

Toy Maker 2010, Christmas Celebration

2010-12-26T22:07:00.000-08:00

They cameeeeee!
ziqing, yung, keby, huiyi, gavin, me!

Everything was nice, i feel proud of the people who make it possible, especially the film! :D
Really wish they can be my sisters and brothers in Christ!

yesterday: went to Mindy's house for Christmas dinner, it was really great! her house look nice, she's awesome in everything, LOL.

Class Chalet

2010-11-27T21:47:00.000-08:00

Chalet is fun and memorable, i will not forget those time spent with classmate (:

Love you guysss♥

2010-11-23T07:28:00.000-08:00

Minho♥
I have been staying at home for two days :D but i like it! tomorrow shall prepare for chalet! haven pack yet, last sunday went to Joan's birthday party, hahaha, it was fun but wish her happy advance birthday!

MINHO!

2010-11-18T12:31:00.000-08:00

shall update you about prom tomorrow :D

Prom night :D

2010-11-18T11:30:00.001-08:00

SARAH!!

Gavin!

Shazilla!!

Amirul!

Audrey!

NAZIRAH!

Yanling!!

Sai Kitt!!

KEBY!

Kelvin :D :D

FELICIA :D

JOAN!! >

YIHUI :D

Grace, Si en, yihui :D:D

GRACE!<3

Kishan!! :D

Shahirah!

NATASHA! <3

and.. CHEWWY!! <3(still shorter than her)

Reached outside, saw Liancheng (;

Keby!! :D
on keby's car..
Finish preparation :D

FOOOO!!!

2010-11-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

Hello guys, i have been going town for consecutively 4 days. Very tiring, went to town mostly with yung and hester! yeah!

monday: steamboat w yung, hester, joyce to celebrate ster's birthday (:

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went for job interview today at somerset, it was a fail sadly ): cause its my first time, i told the manager it is an Italian restaurant when it is an Swedish restaurant, fail. so i went to find another at vivo and immediately i am hired w a group of friends, hehehe. okay anyway, i have finally shop finish for prom within a day :D i am super broke now ): i am going to be sick soon.. but tomorrow is the youth cup!

2010-11-13T09:46:00.001-08:00

Hello guyssss! today was a very fun day, okay i am so pathetic to admit that i haven been going out for fun for 2 month already! I was purely studying most of the time.. haiz. Anyway today was awesomee! alot of my good friends went to church :D Hester, ryan, keby, addison came! After church, we went to irc to play pool, hahaha, Yung came! then after that we are off to town ;D went fareast plaza and saw angie working, she look very pretty, saw xcraft shop, hester drag me in to pierce my first hole in my ear, was super scared till i ran away, when they just started to put ethanol? LOL. Its has been a long time since i chill and relax.

Roller coaster

2010-11-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

O's ended i was very happy and i became sad for some reason.. Thank God yung accompany me to my interview (;

MIA

2010-10-08T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guys i think i shall not waste anymore time blogging. I will be back after olevel. ;D

physic paper 2

2010-09-30T02:54:00.000-07:00

currentmotioncurrentmotion... ARGGGHHHHHHHHH NOTHING CAME OUT THEY USE MIDYEAR PAPER ): I feel so frustrated, i did only section a, but b? i leave it blank, i do not even have time to do. The paper at least contain 75% of theory, and its tough. I am mentally and physically exhausted. There are still many things i do not know or answer.. God please give me strength );

Bbi Ri Bba Bba

2010-09-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Goshgosh this song is very catchy, it seems to stuck in my head for now. MUG (: sorry guys, i have no time to blog.

2010-09-18T23:29:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was josephine's departure.. hmmm i make it on time.. crap shouldn't wait for that KFC meal. I am feeling guilty about the whole thing.

2010-09-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

iwanttoslimdowniwanttoslimdowniwanttoslimdown!!

givemetimeafterolvl

sickshitiamfarfromthis!

2010-09-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

Graceful hairdo
Everything God made is beautiful. I should not criticize but praise everyday. I fail taming my monstrous tongue again, i will put effort. Physic and chem gave me satisfaction :D

heysweetyheysweety

2010-09-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

Take away those ugly! ):
wassup guys, i am back! Olvl is just so near that i can almost taste it. Stress and pressure level is getting higher, i am still hanging on hmmm. Mug big time! This week i promise myself to stop gossiping, but it is a fail. Ya, you guys are right about me, but I will not give up trying! I wish that the monster inside me die. I want learn to let things go, slowly day by day. Think positively.. and also the people that i treasure will treasure me too.
耶稣请帮助我改变!
Yesterday, it was my brother's birthday. We went to bugis for steamboat, it was awesomee! my relationship with him has improve a lot! I love my family, no matter what they are there for me.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
— Marilyn Monroe

I like this.
Stop the damage! It is eating me inside.

jurong>home>town>home

2010-09-06T09:43:00.001-07:00

Hey guyssss, study camp tomorrow, wooohooo! It was my first one actually, don't call me noob k! (;

How I wish that after those terrifying storm there will be a beautiful rainbow (;
Today i went to study with xunxiang and joshua @ jurong library.. anyway do you guys believe i was standing behind or middle maybe the taller one when queuing up for recess during my primary school days? hahaha. Xun xiang and Joshua actually laugh at it!! Its just that sec 1 to 4, i stop growing! sad life, i want to grow tall too! i don't deserve a 10cm husband right?! hahaha.

After that i went home to change and went out with xiaowanling, jiemin, sam, karen to have buffet dinner at sakae sushi, hehe. Xiaowanling treated us to encourage us of our olvl :D haha, so nice of her (: During buffet the manager don't treat us like adults and the service was rather poor, after that we wonder around because everyone's stomach were bloated and seriously needed digestion. When its getting late, i took bus home with jiemin. (:
alright, that's about it. Sorrrrryyyyy about the wordy post. read it alright!

Chunk fest 2010

2010-09-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, yesterday i went ben and jerry chunkfest @ marina with these crazy bunch of people! (zixin, zhang, xunxiang, joshua, daniel) Bought icecream and have moolars and cup to redeem! yay! but in the end we missed our last bus. ); Esther, Mindy, Luwei missed all the fun. btw we sacrifice alot for the cup, hahahah but its quite fun actually.

2010-08-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hi guyss, these four days has been a day for friends and family as well as studies, of course rest!

on thurs just after prelim, i went takashimaya with yung, guess who we saw? (mdm kua) highlight it ok! Sit with her about 30 min, talked to her, actually she is quite a humorous teacher. Before that we are actually walking aimlessly, since we are bored.. we both agreed to go home after a short while because we were dying! But hester phoned me to go study, so i went to accompany her for a while. Went home after that..
Awesome day spent with my two BFF, lol! sorry about the first photo :X hehehe
friday is all about family and stayed at home all the way. 50% using computer.. went to eat together family, watched some movie with them.
Saturday church as usual, i am so glad that hester came! after that went over with luwei to find mindy, zixin, xunxiang, anson. {: awwww, esther is sick! Get well soon!

Today went to study at warren with zixin, xunxiang, mindy, esther. hehehehehe. joshua is suppose to come, but he didn't! i wonder how's joanna doing.. hahahah anyway had great time hanging out with these bunch of crazy friend!

说了再见才发现再也见不到

2010-08-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

今天, 考试终于结束了! 我感到非常高兴,现在我需要完成我的卡片.我觉得我搞砸了我的全部考试!没关系，我会祈祷耶稣,希望一切都会好 (L)

感谢耶稣!

2010-08-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

hi guys, it has been a long time since i updated.. hahaha, but i will make it a fast one. I am quite stress up, i think i screwed up my whole prelim. My understanding mother told me that its ok as long as it is not o's but its really very scary. however the good thing is, i am waiting for my thurs and friday when 4-9 have no exam, no exam means no school!! hehehe and i can take this chance to do my cards and hand it up one sat. woohooo! recently nothing but sickness have drag my life down. Usually friendship problem is a norm but i would like to thank God i have pass this test of friendship. What i learn this week is to forgive and gossip less. Though the gossip part is still i inevitable but i will still try.. I feel that walking straight with God is really very good, i have not fully hand everything up to him, but slowly step by step i am. My studies.. my fam, friends, health.. and my future.

Recently sudden things happen, i wish all my friends to be happy too.
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love you hester, be happy! no matter what, i will stand with you and walk with you. lets be retarded together!

2010-08-20T19:38:00.000-07:00

i am hungry now!!!!

peace

2010-08-12T23:43:00.000-07:00

i am set free and happy, don't destroy my peace!
Today is chinese prelim, i wasn't interested to do the paper. Past few days i have been experiencing insomnia. gosh, its really quite bad. i can't sleep! I tossed around my bed, i think alot. i should be thinking about prelim tomorrow yet i was thinking of something else that i should never ever be thinking of. i was thinking about those nightmares that i once went through? I promise myself it will never ever happen again.

plus... i having having running nose. It seems that my sickness aren't completely healed. now i think that what is blissful to me is a peaceful sleep through the night! Once again i would like to thank God for giving me this peace. I also pray that my olvl will go well because i have been working really hard at it.

Good mood.

2010-08-11T02:02:00.000-07:00

hahaha, on national day, fireworks at cck, saw a super cute girl :D anyway i tried mouse hunt at facebook, its quite fun, the best part is its not addictive and you can leave the account for as long as you like!

taken by Esther
Today, i am having a good mood although nothing is on today. Olvl chinese result is coming out soon, i am super duper nervous and mostly excited for it! Nowadays, i don't know why i don't feel like dressing up all that. But i feel peaceful and happy and motivated. I believe that the credit goes to God, I trust in him and i believe he will direct my way, i do my best. Last time i used to be worried but God really use people to tell me to trust in him and he will direct my way. I feel that i am full of energy now, i shall not serve the net further.. ok i am off to doing my work. :D prelim is in 7day time. Jiayou Evan, you can do it!

2010-08-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today kzhang told us our cell group is splitting up. I was likeeee ._. What?!

Imagine this bunch of people that walk together with you in your life, hang out with you all the time, praise and worship together, experience different christmas together, eat snacks together, play monopoly deal together, one you really consider as your family members, share your problem with, had alot of fun together, study together, jump for God together, support each other emotionally are "walking out of your life"?! I am really devastated inside. All this is running through my brain and when Esther told me that she will miss me, i was really going to cry..

Will it gonna be the same..?

2010-08-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

fever sucks.
pretending to be strong when you are not is the worse thing in the world.

2010-07-31T19:17:00.000-07:00

Seriously the weather is crazy. i think i am sick... again. i feel damn cold now, and my body temperature is burning hot. brrrrr.. so cold.

On friday we are having sports carnival. haha, the weather ruin the whole plan. But we still manage to play, though the whole school is packed with people. After that i went back home first and went tuition, after tution met hester and studied together.

On sat i went to festival of praise together with cellgroup. Its awesome!

Life.

2010-07-29T00:32:00.000-07:00

Childish people have much happier life. Dedicated people tends complete task easily. Boring life are more stable. I shall stick to it and admire its beauty. Olvl, here i come!

2010-07-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hey guys today is sat, church is on. Today's sermon is what i always wanted to hear.

After church, went to watch inception with hester. This movie is super cool and its recommended to watch! After everything, went to eat dinner. Yung came and we went to slack together, Hester went home. we then walked under the LRT train track, its quite late and dark and we are scaring ourselves, lolol.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight

2010-07-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hello, today is a pretty boring day. hahahaha
but i actually stay out damn long from morning to late at night with my school uniform. ): its friday and i have finish 2 math paper, wooohooo, its an achievement to me. Now is amath and chem! :D

Today's lesson is quite short, but i lazy to go back home, so i stayed in school and slack at art room. Just remember how putri show me a video about old people clubbing, its so funny lah, can't stop laughing.

After that went over to hester's place, eat dinner at her place, omg so nice of her parents. Its awkward though. But reallyreally thank her.

And during tuition, Jerald talk alot of shit to the teacher, then make me laugh like mad luh. crap guy! After that went over to meet amos together with hester.. anyway.

Happy birthday amos!
17 already, don't be so naughty k, wish you happy and goodluck, thanks for everything.

2010-07-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

Ohmygosh! (Y) for this
Today's assembly programme makes me laugh like mad. hahahahaha! Farah's comments make me laugh even more. Fail performance! some is good anyway.
Thanks Kishan, the laughing gas for making me laugh like mad today.

2010-07-21T04:09:00.001-07:00

Here goes the gossips..

tired of hearing craps.. i am very fragile.

2010-07-20T07:38:00.001-07:00

She gave me a first handwritten letter on friday, i felt so touched.

I will cherish you, yungyung. (:

Today, some people asked me the same crap. I really don't feel like answering.
...
However, today is a happy day, Hester did alot of stupid things with me, and also i'm having listening compre.. and tomorrow is racial harmony!
After LC, Yung and Joan went home and left me and Hester. Since i have no time left, so i decided to stay till 7 at Hester's house. We were doing stupid stuff and this guy we is wearing ear piece caught us doing all this. lol! then another time is when we were leaving the house and there's one guy wearing black board the lift, my reaction was big and we began laughing.
After that we went tuition! :D

:D :) :/ :( D:

2010-07-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love becuase someone can provide us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Because love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you can’t just find a reason. You just do.

FYI, I love this quote. very much.
today's mood - :D :) :/ :( D:
Today, i remain silence and kept messaging someone random. I wanted to concentrate on God, on studies from now, where it really sets me free. I felt hmmm, indescribable and ridiculous.
...
Anyway i wanted to get a pair of contact lens soon, hope it fits me, hehe

Goodbye heavy heart.

p/s: please don't ask me anything.

2010-07-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry, i am not a fan Kpop, but i found this very cute/sad/touching mv. )': enjoy :D
Nothing last, God's love does. Everything will breakdown one day.

Pray that i will get through one day.

rush

2010-07-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

I misss those times!
overdue photo.

Today i am really very tired! don't feel like talking either, don't have the energy too. I am becoming a more of work orientated person already. Just racing every minute completing my never ending homework - chemistry. What's more i haven completed my amath work.. Now have to rush to clear my workload and its already very exhausting. Afternoon after my spa, rush off to attend cluster west elective geog workshop then after that saw danson. He played a few pieces while we spectate. hahaha, he's really talented. After that, went to accompany hester to buy some stuff and went to meet sai, then went home with dania n liancheng.

2010-07-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

credit

hey guys, recently many many things occuring, so i do not have the time to update.

Spot me.

This picture is taken after chinese o lvl oral which is on friday. Oral is real scary, because it is an enclose room, all to yourself with two strangers. Even your footsteps can be heard. It's a good thing for me because a person with short attention span can fully concentrate in this kind of condition. During prelim eng, when i am reading the passage, the people beside me read way too loud, and i started to get real nervous. I can even hear my own heart beat beating very fast la ._. Anyway, its over. wooohoooo. no more chinese for me!

credit
yesterday, after church went to watch support mindy. poly's life is really fun. hahaha, after that we went to JP to slack. Eat at LJS, then walked around. Coincidentally, Sai and keby is there. after slacking, went home (: sleep and wake up to watch soccer, my whole family except my mum didn't watch. I didn't sleep the whole night yet so energetic. Germany won! (:

Today, from 7 sleep till 4. hester suddenly called and we went to study at bukit panjang plaza. Yung came (: hahaha, then we studied till 10 plus but yung went home first.
Today's the final, GO SPAIN!

BBQ on sat

2010-07-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i am having a great time with my cell group. we have bbq that day.

on the way there.. Joanna! ♥

Our cell group only bring 6 kitchen towel which is quite handy in the end.. and a packet marshmallow. The rest of the food is provided.
♥♥♥

♥♥♥

Before starting, we took lots group photos, hahaha.
Oh yaaaaaaa! while going toilet, i fell down. Ended up having abrasion. ):

ouchhhh.

Thanks nurse cheong for attending to my wound! ..and samantha's plaster (:
While they start the fire, i went to fetch mindy and it started to drizzle.
cook, ate and play till night time. We went mac which is a distance away from the bbq pit.

Strong flash.
After that, everyone went home, i headed to back to fajar , zhenghua cc to watch soccer match with sai kitt they all. Germany win O: luckily they bet correctly.

P/S: the picture is taken by Esther with her DSLR

2010-07-02T18:38:00.001-07:00

Past few days, i have been moody.. I don't know why, i have thinking alot of stuff. I got pissed off easily over little things. I have to apologise really.

Folded cranes yesterday! School stopped work for 1 hour to fold fold paper cranes. hahaha every 10 cranes - 1kg of rice. thanks to my short fingers and small hands makes it very easy to fold a small paper crane. wahahahaa. i feel happy after doing charity.

and i did SPA. Experiment failed alot of times! I have to soak my hand in the water alot of time till my hand wrinkled la. -.-

2010-06-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

This is so funny!

Today suddenly went to see my past post, i notice that June and Jan-Dec is the one with the most post. I guess i blog every 2 days around these two months (;

I also realise i am not an expressive person. I don't write diary but journal because i feel that there is no need to discuss it too openly. Maybe i should.. because i can vent all my stress and sadness, anger, negative and positive feelings. I won't get depression for that.

Today sitting arrangement change. i am quite sad because i can't sit around my close friends. However, its good for me.

I have came across some tumblrsssss last time, until now i think its quite cool and organised. But i am way too lazy to change to tumblr!

let's go...

2010-06-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

Holiday going to end soon..
Agrh!
i haven finish my homework! Shit.. Social study, physic...chem....
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I am going madddddddddddd!

2010-06-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

i miss this damn old show. 200 pound beauty..

Follow me on twitter. tyvm ♥

2010-06-23T09:04:00.000-07:00

Monday i saw this veryvery cute kitten! i wondered where it came from.
Yesterday, went back school again, chemistry. After school chatted and have lunch with Natasha. On the way, saw huiyi Yihui Si en. Huiyi and Yihui joined us. Went tuition at 6.30 p.m with hester. Mr Yong called Hester orange to test her reaction, LOL. so funny! after that travelled back to Fajar to meet Sai for study til 2 a.m! this is crazy.

Today is tiring, i nearly fall asleep in class. Went back home and sleep for 7hrs? Now i can't sleep. damn it lah. anyway its 2 a.m. now ):

this holiday is boring! ): i am cutting my hair real soon.

Malaysia

2010-06-21T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hello, today went msia for father's day celebration/shopping. Nothing much, just feel exhausted.. tired and devastated. Today mdm Juliana teaching organic chem, what the, so difficult lah! ):

During lesson, I don't know who bang the table around my area. Everyone turn back and look at me? Omg. Dao hong thought i bang the table la, meaning people think that i bang? This is xia suey ttm. anyway..

I am struggling through the whole lesson. Mdm Juliana was looking at me and smile after saying those difficult names. O.o i don't know what's wrong with me today either. I become so paranoid?! LOL. I am so tired!

Saturday

2010-06-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

Happy! (Y)

Happy father's day!

2010-06-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

I love you
i really love you
i really really love you
i really really really love you
Daddy, you're the best. ;D
Although today we didn't celebrate but still, i really appreciate you

Escape

2010-06-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

Darlings♥

Sweet smile ;)

♥ really love you guys

A kiss to Joan

The fun started. :D Escape..
Its funny when they put 360 deg of fun = not fun. lol there's only 5 thrill ride.. The haunted house is quite scary. Guess who went? Me, Yung, Joan, Hester, Kishan, Toby. Sian, Sai kitt you miss the fun!

We took manymany rides but there's one time we took pirate ship, Kishan told me infront there is one indian man taking pirate ship like taking bus rides. Totally no expression, LOL. I laugh at the indian man instead of screaming. i didn't scream anyway, lol.

We went into the haunted house, and there is a guider guiding us. I think i pulled his shirt till it's torn(?) hahaha, seriously it is scary cause all of them is not human, they are man-made and its pitch dark.

evil plan :D
check out the coolest female driver, evangeline.

OMG.
After that, Kishan went off and we continued to take rides. After that we went for cycling :D Yung know how to ride already! hahaha its really memorable. Take pictures like mad.

We went to meet Kishan and Sai kitt after that at bukit timah. Some restaurant/ bar, i like the atmosphere there. So peaceful, feel like sleeping there forever. BUT its kindda boring when you didn't do anything.. anyway, its fun yesterday (:

Study days.

2010-06-16T23:35:00.001-07:00

Sistersss!♥♥♥ me, hester
Yesterday,planned to with Hester, Yung, Natasha ,we went to eat first.

My close friend natasha! ♥♥

sistersss!♥♥♥ hester, yung, me
Yung met sai to eat first, i came. soon, hester and natasha came. Jalal came, then went home.

hahaha!
Yung went back. Sai went home, and came back w Kishan.
did some geog work, natasha and kishan went back home. after that, hester's going for tuition, but we slacked for a while (: at roof top.

sai, me, hester!♥♥♥

Sai! (:

2010-06-16T12:22:00.000-07:00

Anyway.. LOL for this.

via blondiebitch

2010-06-16T12:03:00.000-07:00

Hello, its 3 a.m now and don't feel tired at all. Soccer match is on, everyone is staying late to watch.. I am not interested either.

Today is geog day! do geog homework, but it seems endless for me. 3 paper and i took one day to complete one paper. Eye bags are popping out.. i have bad sleeping patterns nowadays. i hate it ttm. haha, but i realize actually nightlife is quite fun. Chilling around..

Next morning is a hell. i became more slumber, after all that bad sleeping patherns.

2010-06-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

Public library sucks. Mcdonald sucks. WHERE CAN I DO MY HOMEWORKKKK??

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AND going out is totally draining my money!

pity those extroverts.

2010-06-13T22:01:00.000-07:00

This song is stuck on my brain. Can't get it out!

2010-06-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Cookies and cream milkshake is God-like. It is a regret that i didn't order that. ):
hahaha, BUT cooperating with Joshua and screw xun xiang in the monopoly deal is fun, muhahaha.

2010-06-12T08:48:00.001-07:00

Radical conference today!

;Influence. :D

Xunxiang, Mark, Mindy, Evangeline, Joshua, Joey, Samantha, Esther, Kenneth.
Belated birthday dinner for Esther!

2010-06-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i have just change my blog skin, replied tag messages, relinked people. :D

Today is the last day of focus revision and it is the prelim oral.

Before the oral. (Y) yungyung n hester!

playing around
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anyway..actually intended to go church, but i didn't go church today i didn't have enough time.
Gosh, i tensed up when i realise that the venue is at the hall for oral. Everyone is hearing your conversation. lol, so i planned to keep volume down. At first i am really nervous, and i sense that reading part is bad. ): nvm. its over anyway. after that, i rushed back home and bath. Go for tuition and went for dinner w Jerald after that. He is a funny guy (:

2010-06-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Reallyreally wish you well. Don't want to see you like this everyday, skipping your lunch? I can't make you cry, i only can make you laugh. Really sorry, i am so limited. I will support you (:

Btw today went out with genevieve, hui yi and yi hui to swim! Its really fun going out with them. i swear i nearing drown, the lifeguard save my life. My lungs is out of oxygen, and i breathe in water, i swear its really scary, my life nearly ended. I tried swimming to the nearest ledge, but it seemed so far. I realise i am just in the middle of the pool. I can barely touch the floor, i am struggling. There bubbles on my face that i can't see where i am heading. Yi hui called me to hold her hands, and it feel so light. I am fearful and insecure with the water. My lungs are bursting? Omg, thank God! Sorry Yi Hui, i nearly drown you, LOL. Finally a man came and save me. All these reminds me of last time, someone push me down and it was 1.5 metre )': lol. Shark in my dreams. DarkDark sea, makes my spine chill. Helpless and Struggling.
Should i be a bitch and snatch you back from her, i reallyreally love you.
hahaha, this is funny! Kiddy Kristin.

2010-06-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥

When is the last time we take picture Yung? hahaha, thank God you're fine now. Must take lots and lots of picture while going lots and lots of places with Joan and Hester okay!

♥♥♥
Taken on 1 june

We had a farewell party for Vicky. Vicky is migrating to USA. She is really pretty :D takecare okay? we will remember you!
andand must bring pepper spray okay!

I am wearing nat's spectacles.

Whatever you say now is just a passing comment me to me now. It really doesn't affect me much. Some ppl once told me that I am too good for you but seriously i don't think so. I feel that you worth more, i think you are the best but the way you degrade yourself really makes me feel uncomfortable, and even disgusted.
Yesterday morning, i was going to be late for school but Yong Hao saw me, and his mum drive me to school. So lucky see him always! His mum's car faster then SMART's, Damn fast, i think it take 2 min to go to school? hahaha, really thank him for that.

2010-06-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

credit
O's Chinese p1 and p2 finally ended. I am really really touched by my cell member/lifegroup people, for sending me messages and praying for me the day before the exam. I was even shocked when Samantha called me after O's paper one and ask me how was the paper. I really thank God for these people, and also guiding me through this exam, walking with me through out.

somethings really worries me, I am turning into a hardcore gossip girl, lol, i am serious, i wanted to change this serious, bad habit of gossiping. I think i will stop all this rubbish completely with the help of God. Gossiping is fun but it will get you into serious problem and hurt others. I mean it and this is a promise to myself. I am apologetic.

The day before i heard that Vicky's going to u.s. i guess? Its saddening, but i wish her all her best in her future! Also, i am envious of her because i wish to study in the overseas and be independent. God bless ;D

credit
Is after exam a good excuse for a rest where we can bond our friendships? yes (;

We went to catch a movie at west mall. lastsong, lol, i know its abit late to watch that but the schedule of ours is packed. I am broke! ):

2010-05-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

I burst out into laughter for the first time i see this advertisement.

2010-05-19T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

Joanna! ♥
(Sorry, i didnt have pictures, these photo are taken from facebook, Esther took it)

I haven been posting regularly like i use to be, recently i have a crazy schedule, so didn't have chance to really update. Recently, around last week i have encounter something that i have never encounter before. I was quite shock too.

Last week midyear exam was going on and also the craziest exam i have ever taken, but that's not the point i am saying. I wanted to say though my results are bad, but i believe that God is with me and supporting me without him i think i can't manage either. Btw i am not stupid okay. Those wounding words is not gonna affect me :D

The thing that i had never encounter last week: During my trip back home, a man fell into the track and LRT run over him. Luckily, he's still alive. I was inside the LRT with Joan the pretty. His hand got stuck between the gaps of the platform and the train itself. I heard lots of screaming and the power shut down and then Joan and i got down the train. We saw a hand, and went forward to see in details. Joan got tuition and she went off. I was concern about the man, so i stayed and help to push the LRT. In the end the fire engine came and we were dispersed. Walked back home, and i met this new friend whom experience this too. And morning, a cat ridiculously went into my house and stayed overnight till morning.

This two week i have been studying Joan and hester. It's great :D

2010-05-15T08:50:00.001-07:00

Do you find this world interesting? the world largest pool

Recently, i borrowed this book from the library, it shows interesting some stuff/places i have never visited before in my whole entire life. Interesting!

Yesterday had a great time with yung and naz! We went far east :D Fun and tiring we walked around.

2010-05-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

anyway..
Today is an awesome day ♥

Went for swimming with Hester and Joan at jurong east complex.
Joan is attractive, *winks*
END OF MIDYEAR.

2010-05-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Memories are funny;

you didn't you expect that you will remember, but it just naturally came out.I can't believe that my brain keeps playing a song, in the middle of exam?!
AND in the middle of physics paper, my brain just replayed electromagnetic spectrum song that Esther, joanna, mindy sang to me.

Too much fast food for me!

2010-04-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

Hi,

♥♥♥
checkout the date previous post's date. It has been 12 day since i updated.
I will be back soon, so it will be dead for a moment.
cya.

2010-04-17T23:18:00.000-07:00

Thankyou
Daddy, mummy, brothers, Yung, Hester, Joan, Yanling, Jueyin, Grace, Euroy, Sarah, Siangyee, Nazirah, Shazilla, Alvin chan, Genevieve Teo, Joshua Ng, Farah Dain, Dania, Jamues Ng, Suying, Khairul, Jelyn Koh, Shirmin, Zoe soong, yongchang, Koh Liting, Jasmine Goh, Benjamin Tan, Navneet, Esther kong, Addison, Jessy Yang, Junkai, Hockhuey, YuXiang, Yuting, Jackson Han, Lee Junze, Cai yi, Yi Chear, Serene Goh, Nadiah, Debbie luo, Wai Cheong, Siangjoo, Hafizah, Atiqah, Limay, Jalalicious, Sally, Stozer, Shakir, Ng Kaili, Dova, Benedict lim, Atyqa sulaiman, Nur Syafiqah Piqa, Mr Ng, Hazlami Iskandar, Zuhairi, Luwei, Zenna Lim, Nicholas liew, Si En, Fafaa, Levina Teo, Tee hon eng, Zellyn(church),Xie Bokuang, Haikal, Stephenie, Kharunissa, Vivian quah, Hui wen, Josephine, Yilin, Hasan, Amos, Kerencia, Pamela leong, Diane daniel, hawani, kishan, ryan lee, wyne, mindy kon, melissa, natasha chuang.
for your wishes!
Sorry if i missed anyone, please let me know

I am 16!
i can watch nc 16 shows,
can go to pub.

Yesterday has been a great day for me :D
i am surprised and touched when Yung, Hester, Joan, Yanling intended to meet me at lot. Luckily i bathed and changed then suddenly they came to my house and surprised me, they bought a cake too.
Again, i wanted to thank Yung, Hester, Joan, Yanling for making this day meaningful, because a nobody like me dun deserve it, i am really grateful and i appreciate it alot, thank God.
hahaha, we took alot of pictures together and went for lunch.

After that hester went church, yanling went to watch movie, me, yung, joan went for mayday concert. We cut queue and the behind people are irritating, LOL. my flats stained with mud, got to clean it. slept @2

xxx
Today has been a wonderful day, I miss the traditional way of celebration, hahaha, my family really surprised me, today i suddenly had the urge to go out and shop. So i went out to walk around with my second brother.
I went home and.. the light were off, i thought they slept, to my surprise, they held a mini party for me, I am so grateful! Really appreciate them loads! i love the joyful atmosphere.

2010-04-12T04:14:00.001-07:00

I AM SO TIRED! I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN STILL HANG ON!

How i wish i can step down fast! Just a few week more that i have been telling myself. I need God's strength, i can't do alone. Its too much..

Not so fun after all. I am getting bored of it.

Last sat: musical
Next sat: flag day

Highlights
Musical: yung and hester push me down that shallow pool. LOL, take picture like mad!

Church: But i wanted to thank my cell group for the cake (:
I appreciated it a lot, I felt an unexplainable joy when i am with you guys

♥♥♥
i love you guys! LOL, abit gay.

♥♥♥
Me, Hester, Yung watching Joan as an actress/dancer in the musical! (:

# edited

yung and hester!

Jueyin!

Hester and yanling!

2010-04-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

MY PHONE! ):

Today. I don't know why i feel the urge to go home and also staying in school longer. high and low at the same time. Haha, I am such a contradictory asshole.

Today is friday anyway! The atmosphere on friday is so different from other days. Today after class, went for rehearsal for awards day. Rained heavily.
After that, went to find hester to get our shoes. haha, i took a long time to choose.

2010-04-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hello,

True six pack.
Today is an awesome day!
hahaha, didn't know why i am in a good mood, my mood swing problem is getting serious. haha, joke.
Nowadays i am really forgetful, had physics test today which i totally forgotten about it. This morning, I just conveniently drop my hp somewhere and next moment i forgotten where i put it, spend 15 min finding it. }: and forgotten about Geog and SS hw, end up standing during SS period.
But all this doesn't spoil my mood {: had banner painting after that.
Fatin sprayed powder on me , of course i took my revenge (Y)

No thinking back, no turning back, how awesome is that.

2010-04-03T21:47:00.000-07:00

hi,

♥♥♥
Thank God for my lifegroup!
Yesterday has been a great day for everyone.
Brought our home-made food (?), played games, cards game, slacked around.
Oh ya, we took continuous shoots like mad with esther's DSLR.

2010-04-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

Nat taught me this:
Evangeline
vangeline
angeline
ngeline
geline
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line
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ne
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try pronouncing it

Hello,

i shall do a proper update. Tomorrow is good friday!
Today's april fool day but i think its also the latest timing that i have ever stayed in school for lesson, seriously. Trial run for 2.4 km, my feet got blistered. I can't believe i notice it now but emath is like everyday, sometimes i see mdm pang a little too much, but she's good and i will never get tired of emath.
Lunch break, something make me laugh damn hard. i was asking si en about pot luck stuff, and kishan came into the conversation. He said if i invite sai kitt to my church, he will poison the holy water and then do a ritual and then kaboom, call his satan god to come to the church. LOL.
Came back for chem stay-back lesson, yung and siangy went to other chem class. Sit with Jueyin, haha! she complained that my side was too noisy. Then rush to chem lab to finish my unfinished experiments, yung went home first. Yu ting helped me alot, really thank her for that.

2010-03-31T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hi,

credit: You And My Life.
haha, clever answer.
xxx
Time flies really fast. Its going april soon.
Major things coming right up:

pot luck ,award's day ,investiture ,intensive chinese ,stay back lessons ,stepping down ,prelim,chinese o's, musical,Career's day,midyr, parent meeting.

2010-03-27T10:28:00.000-07:00

i like this song!(Y) {but not the starting part}
Thank God for everything.

2010-03-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

"Dear hair, i will keep you growing long, i promise."
-Evangeline.

lol.
Hate it every time i cut my hair, i look ugly, and i feel ugly, lol, the hair dresser cut it unevenly (fringe) that its slightly slanted.. is it that my face is out of shape or the hair dressers are taking revenge on me?
anyway, i like putri's hair, it looks nice. Salutes to anyone who knows how cut their fringe. someday, i should try and learn how to cut my fringe myself.

2010-03-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hi,

♥♥♥
Today
daddy came back from Cambodia and bro came back from Taiwan. yeahhh! Had dinner outside for the past few days, and then i realize that actually i should stop whining about the food that my mum cooked. I can't believe i am saying this, nothing can compare to my mum's cooking. (Y)
Yesterday
had tuition for like 3hrs(?) dinner out with ryan, jerald, farah.
18/3
Studied with hester at lot mac, i notice hester stones alot. lol.

Am i lifeless? yup

2010-03-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

Watch it.

HAHA! " i feel comfortable in my own skin" watch it

2010-03-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

Just came back from camp... yesterday. Today's having lesson till tomorrow

credit: yungyung(:
took it with, Yung, Jueyin and Siangy

Can't think well now }:
Hate this feeling! haha, have been on and off in the camp but overall, i am having a great time! Its the last camp.

TIME PAST REALLY FAST.

2010-03-03T03:53:00.000-08:00

HEYEHYEHEYEHEYHEYEHEYEHYEHEYEHEYHEYEHEY!
Just finish SPA o's in last two weeks. (; tired out.
i think i am going to be sick soon!
xxx
KO
you are a terrible hairstylist. your hairstyle suck okay!

2010-03-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

may be its just a joke but it hurts me a lot. there's always a reason for saying this joke. Its a truth that i really can't deny! nvm, i am fine now. (:

problems after problems

2010-02-21T05:53:00.000-08:00

(by idareyoutoclickthis)
true.
i am scared that that you will hurt me, so i not committing anything, really irritating

2010-02-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

The girl so cute! she is having a angel face. -one litre of tears

Today i wanted to really thank Grace for helping me with the file, i am so sorry to trouble, i owe you a favor okay! and thank Yung for passing it to Liancheng and thank liancheng for passing to me.

i wanted to say:
"I am sorry i didn't meant or don't even know to show a long face, it was just too awkward. i want to be friends back with you,the reason i said all this is because i don't want to lose a friend like you! But i am sorry, please give me some time okay because i feel that there's still a barrier."

okay, i am off to dinner! (;

there's a different feeling that i can differentiate.

2010-02-17T01:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO;

sunflowers are great.

yungyung gave me a v'day present today, thankyou so much!
Today something funny happen. Chinese common test with 3 passes in my class. Of course i am those who fail. Hope the percentage of my chinese can be high despite having a fail.
I don't even have enough time do finish my MCQ, i should have written my MCQ all 3, and get a better grade, haha, JOKING OK. Today mock chemistry titration, hahahaaaaa. Don't want to talk about it.
xxx
chemistry common test's tommorrow, and yet i am still here blogging. enjoy.. (;

thank you for allowing me to forget my past,sorry for keeping a distance away from you.

2010-02-15T09:04:00.000-08:00

HI.

Its 1.21 a.m now.

i am still searching for the sunflower that grows at the end of the spring

2010-02-13T04:44:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

i am totally slacking off,

Its chinese new year tomorrow and i feel so fresh, went church today @9am. to afternoon. I notice how word aid ministry is important for the sermon. Today is the last of overcoming temptation series. The word is captivating, pinkish, flirty"temptation".
xxx
O's SPA physics, chem is coming in two weeks, Had mock test this week, don't have time to do finish, OHNO. Had reunion dinner just now, hahaha i am really bored now. ):
xxx
I FEEL SO SHORT and i am short and i regretted not jumping during my growing period.

i feel that i need to stop one day.

//edited*
HI guys;

happy new year and valentine's, enjoy your holiday okay!
...

Evangeline

dududududdiiiddaaadadada

Moved on

Dying Rose

29 feb 的快乐! (USS)

New stuff

I wish I could get drunk

Kbox and dad's arrival

job interview

I don't know why

BANG -.-

Toy Maker 2010, Christmas Celebration

Class Chalet

MINHO!

Prom night :D

Roller coaster

MIA

physic paper 2

Bbi Ri Bba Bba

heysweetyheysweety

jurong>home>town>home

Chunk fest 2010

说了再见﻿ 才发现再也见不到

peace

Good mood.

Life.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight

:D :) :/ :( D:

rush

BBQ on sat

let's go...

Follow me on twitter. tyvm ♥

Malaysia

Saturday

Happy father's day!

Escape

Study days.

TIME PAST REALLY FAST.

说了再见才发现再也见不到