New year is round the corner! I am excited about it, hehehehe these few days i felt that i have been closer to my family. I really really love them! though nowadays everyone is busy and thus most of us is not at home. I wondered if i was married, how my mum gonna live without me. okay that's too far.. hehehe, today I went out with my family to buy some new year goods and can you believe that i haven bought my clothes?! nvm! i shall go shop alone, hehehe. Tmr morning need to be awake to see my hester! Sadly yung didn't come ): it seems like it has been a decade since i see her already. Thank God we worked under the same company

Today: had a awesome outing with family :D went sushi tei instead of sakae. Filled our tummy to the fullest. Next sun shopping with them. hahaha anyway i have finally got another job. I have an idea of getting 2 job, in need of $$. This monday i shall go on an interview thanks to LC!

Last night, i felt that all the bad things have come to an end. Everything is resolved, my apology is returned and today my results are out. Thank God that i got the same course as my brother (; I can't wait to go school now! XD

Kbox and dad's arrival

Tues:

• went kbox with Hester, Yung, Huiyi, Keby, Lian Cheng, Gavin, Sai Kitt

• watch movie " The ghost must be crazy "

• travel to town to wait for our beloved Huiyi

• Ate xin wang while waiting

Today:
my dad finally arrived!

job interview

Hello,firstly i want to thank God that i have found a job so quickly!

Today i went for job interview at big O, Keby brought me there, the place look quite slack as compared to my previous job. After that, slacked with Hester huiyi and keby and went home.

I have to agree with " an idle mind is a playground for satan " While traveling back i think a lot. Really a lot! I was thinking.. did God forsake me? I did not procrastinate, I studied like a mad person everyday literally! woke up every morning to do amath and i failed. Chemistry tys, teacher consultation, affirmation and all. Sometime even skipped my recess to study. I really do not know how to study smartly, i am not a smart person either,sometimes i really feel like crying, why i don't feel that He is there?

But nevertheless, even if the ground is shaking, I have to stay strong. This year is a year where my relationship with Him increase!

p/s. i would like to thank these awesome people who are there/encourage me when i am down! Mindy,XX, Luwei, Esther, Joanna, Joshua, zixin, natasha, jiemin.
I love you guysss alot thanks for being there even before my olvl and getting result <3

I am really glad that my school clique are meeting up again, we are going kbox tomorrow! I am very worried about my friends recently after i am back to normal. I realise a lot of things happened. I don't have the gift of how to comfort people, actually i suck at it. I will tend to run away.

anyway, i really appreciate my close friends, yung, hester, natasha hui yi.. in fact i miss them a lot, i mean it.

I don't know why

Firstly, thank God for the results he given me, though it was not my expectation.
Two days ago, i got back my results.. it was not any other ordinary exam but it was my olvl result.. i saw the points that i got, my whole body went numb... literally! i saw my result, i wasn't very sad. i quickly call my mum and went home.
Otw home, i was utterly disappointed, my mum aren't? I was completely frozen and tears broke out. (haha i wish i could write this experience in olvl english.) i was veryveryvery sad, smses came, i was too sad to reply. i have no mood to answer call either. (very sorry).
I have never been so sad. I don't know why even up till now, nothing is bordering me, it seems that my heart is heavy. I prayed everyday, so that God set me free. Thank God for my mum who accompanied me these few days

BANG -.-

I realise it has been a long time since i blog/tweet. but i do fb alot, hahaha i post very less stuff as compared to others, i realise i am a freaking stalker who stalk only girls, lol. omgssssssssss i am not any gay okay.